Grateful For The Unbearable Days

Lord, thank You for the unbearable days—


Lord, thank You for the unbearable days—
those sleepless nights, when I cried myself to sleep, when I overthought things, when I kept making scenarios and problems in my head that weren’t even there yet, when I spent too much time thinking on how to make ends meet. Thank You for calming the chaos in my thoughts and the heaviness in my heart. Thank You, for the brand new day that follows every after those terrible nights. It tells me that it was just a phase and it shall pass. Like the night— few hours after it dims the sun will rise again. 

Lord, thank You for the unbearable days—

those unlit days, when my chest felt so heavy and tight. When I was shaking out of fear, when I came across rejections, when I had to encounter disappointments, when I had to face endings. Thank You for saving me from the things that I was blinded from. Things could be worse now if not because of You.

Lord, thank You for the unbearable days—

those rocky roads, those times when I had to help my own self from tripping, times when I almost lost focus on where I should go, times when I can’t continue. Thank You for every stumbles you let me in, I know it is You telling me that wherever I was headed when I stumbled, it is not the way You want me to go. It is You  moving me away from what’s gonna hurt me, it is You, again, saving my hard headed self.

Lord, thank You for the unbearable days—

those days when I was shattered, days when I had to fight my own self, days when it felt like it’s over, days when I blamed my self, days when I let them hurt me that leads me to my brokenness. Thank You for those days when I felt that there’s no help, because You make me realize that the only help I have to seek is You.

Lord, thank You for the unbearable days—

those days when I had to face Nos, days when I felt ashamed, days when I felt I wasn’t good enough, days when I just wanna scream. Thank you for the rejections, because You made me realize that “no” isn’t all about turning me down, it is You redirecting me to Your “yes”.

Lord, thank You for the unbearable days—

those days when I was so confused, days when I felt stuck, days when I just lost interest on things, days when I was torn between things. Thank You for those days when I just had to close my eyes because I don’t know what to do. You made me realize that during my confusion You are working in me and molding me into that person You want me to be.

Lord, thank You for the honesty on every unbearable days you put me in. Thank you for the lessons behind the scars, for the assurance behind my tears, for the redirection behind my confusion and for the yes behind my nos.


Lord, thank you— 


thank you, for making the unbearable, bearable. 🤍



X,

Clang

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